Today?

Hi & a big helllllllooooooo to everybody out there,this is Haj here,& I really dunno wat I'm feelin today,I'm an eternal optimist,but an eternal optimist can have bad days too,today is one of those,I'm frustated,yet not cranky,tryin to be hopeful,but then suddenly loose it...............just hope I can be me soon..............fingers crossed.......!!!